Eh
Freakin BORED!!!
Freakin BORED!!!
Freakin TIRED!!!
Freakin TIRED!!!
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Freakin BORED!!!
Freakin BORED!!!
Freakin TIRED!!!
Freakin TIRED!!!
im so jealous of those who got to watch the beyonce experience. it was so good. i saw videos from youtube, the crowd was very excited. beyonce was a total performer. how i wish i was there when she sang manila, manila, manila you're irreplaceable.
hmm... im so jealous. i was supposed to watch it, but it was the same time as my final assessment for my training. (i got a good grade though. haha. everyone else did)
im so sad... my only consolation is justin timberlake my love... he's coming and by hook or by crook, im not gonna miss out on this one.
I had a headache yesterday! My trainer asked us to rewrite a horrible letter. Read it and please help me ):
October 1996
To Marjie,
I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you. Why? What reason you can think about, but you're very fat body. I thought before that Dennis only use me to his toy but sooner and later, I'm realize that he really can't not beared or stomached to be with you anymore because at first, Dennis say he could not stand you're habit of making pakialam all his walks and always calling to their house what he go home or this or that.
And then he say he get ashame to met iether in school or in his family and then asking you to exercise you're very, very, very, fat body. But you hate it. Thoughth your the most preetiest girls he knows about. What do you think you are "Beautiful Girl" of Jose Marie Chan? Even you are beautiful face (to your think) you do not have the right to called me whatsoever or else different name one time or the other for the real purposed to insults my personality because I'm never call you names iether in the front of Dennis or in the backs of Dennis, but if you start already to calling me different name, I don't have any other choice but to call you other different name to. Like you are a PIG, FAT, OBESSED, OVERWIGHT, AND UGLY SHAPE girl. Shame to you're body that is to a BUDING. You can't blame Dennis for exchanging you to me because I am the more sexier than you when you look to us in the mirror.
I'm repeat again that you are like Ike Lozada when she is a girl.
Love,
The Sexiest Girl of D.M.
-P.S. You say that I'm the bad breathe but who is Dennis want to kissed. Me or you? You or me? And the final is me. There you go.
So I finally saw Christina Aguilera in person! Yay!
She had a great concert in Manila. She sang around 20 songs. And the vocals dude was superb! She was able to sustain it until the end. Every song was with high notes. Imagine Fort Open Field, it was huge but it was almost full. So I was thinking she had around 20,000 audience or more ???
The production was very good. She had around 10 (?) costume changes. She had a live band and back-up dancers. I must say it was an overall expensive production. She first came out dressed in an all white outfit from cap and boa to shoes and even her mic (haha). It was funny cuz she kind of had a delayed entrance, the mic was turned off for a longer period for her Ain't No Other Man. It was the only technicalities problem anyway, the rest went smoothly.
I must say I got bored with the first set cuz the only songs I knew from her Back To Basics album are Ain't No Other Man, CandyMan, Hurt, and Slow Down Baby (you can look all you want but you just can't touch, I sang that part a lot, that's lovely, haha). So the rest that she sang bored me. I swear I thought the concert wasn't worth it. I just pleasured myself by observing on her back-ups. She had Fantasia Barrino (look alike only) in her 3 vocal back-ups. Haha, I swear they really looked alike - the same hair, and mouth, and I mean no offense here. She also had a beautiful male dancer - the one whose playing with fire (literally), he's hottt, looks like Kevin Federline (ahaha!). I think the audience shared the same feelings cuz the crowd went quiet for a while. It became lively only during the Slow Down Baby cuz the crowd began singing with her again.
Set 2 came, with songs from her Dirrty album. Man this was the best part of the concert. I felt like The Fort took ecstasy and everyone just got excited and loud. When Lady Marmalade was played everyone just jumped up on their feet and danced and sang along, then came some more famous songs like Beautiful, Dirrty, Fighter, Come On Over, What A Girl Wants, and Fighter (you made me stronger, thanks for making me a fighter) which was the finale of the show.
It's kind of bitin cuz it just ended just like that - when everyone was most excited and singing along with Fighter. I want more! But her showmanship was great. I never thought she can dance, but yeah, Britney is a better dancer, but she danced very well despite being very pregnant (the boobs were prominent, must be lactating).
I observed she had a hard time adjusting to Manila weather (it was Open Field, mother, mother). She kind of sweated a lot and it was obvious she had difficulty in breathing. I even thought shes gonna collapse or something. Manila weather was effin hottt. She was caught a couple of times munching on energy bar and chewing it. It was flashed on the screens and the crowd was laughing. Even her energy bars were white (white choco?).
She thanked the fans with that - Mahal namin kayo and mahal ko kayo. Next thing I knew she bowed then the back-ups bowed and it was over. So wanted more!
Highlight of the show was when she sang Beautiful. Everyone sang along with her and waved their hands in the air just like how she was waving. It was a beautiful moment! And of course the Lady Marmalade part - the happiest part. She must be surprised Filipinos know her songs ??? cuz other Asians can't sing along with American songs - like in Japan and Indonesia (yeah, yeah, they speak no English, ahahaha).
Well, I was not really a huge fan of her. But now, I think I already am. I'm also hoping to watch Justin Timberlake (my love) and Britney Spears (I don't care if she lip synchs, I just wanna see her) to compare these Mickey Mouse Club alumni. Haha (: It was good but it can't still beat PCD Manila in my top list (:
Im counting the days til Christina Aguilera comes to town. Finally gonna meet her in the flesh.
I got so lucky (: Thanks to you Chico dude. 2 tickets, how cool!
I personally like Fighter from her song list. I thought it is a great song - very empowering, and the vocals dude, wow she's more than awesome.
I was hoping for Danity Kane and Pussycat Dolls too but they're not coming. It's all good, though. CA will be good enough!
Yeay (:
As I presumed earlier, the next American Idol is going to be someone fair looking. And between Blake Lewis and Jordin Sparks, I'd go for Jordin Sparks.
If you'd go to AI history, only the winners who really look good and are females, make it big in the music industry. So far, only Kelly Clarkson and Carrie Underwood are making waves. Ruben Studdard, Fantasia Barrino and Taylor Hicks still need to sell more records to prove their idol power.
So for this season, I believe that Jordin is going to win. But if she didn't, then she'll be like Katharine McPhee who really made Taylor go down. Mark my word!
I mean Blake isn't that good looking and he's not even a good singer. Man, America is getting worse year after year. Ear cleaning must be done 'cuz worst things could happen - like making a Sanjaya an American Idol. Duh!
melissa r. http://youtube.com/watch?v=9fiubDKPeUA
versus
asia http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=arepAJPCVv4&NR=1
versus
chelsea http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KhrR0xQU968&watch_response
top 3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XEeTErDuu8
oh mathafucka! i so hate pussycat dolls presents: search for a new doll. goodness! asia did win not melissa r whos the well rounded one.
robin antin must be blind, deaf, and plain d.u.m.b.a.s.s. for picking that insecure biatch. whenever she sings she has that finger spasm on the mic and shes almost running out of breath hitting the high notes. she so dances like a drag queen. and the mothafucka judges picked her, lil kim im so disappointed in you. thats why your records do not sell, youll be miserable and will end end judging trashy contests like this all your life. the decision was hella stupid!
if not for nicole scherzingerman, i wont be supporting pcd again cuz this asia is really the worst person ive ever seen on tv. shes an insecure biatch who makes badmouthing about other girls her habit.
pcd is now heaven and hell for me. nicole is heaven and asia is hell. oh god, and theres no purgatory!
i promise to shoot robin antin if melissa r. whos the best dancer, singer and the nicest girl among the 9 finalists wont win. i think i must carry on with my plan to bomb her, then asia will be next. my online friends said theyll pay abu sayaff to do it. yeah i must agree - beware you 2 or else - putol ulo kayo.
shiitznitz! why oh why asia? i hate you!!!!!!!!! you really sound like a dying cockroach! youre not filipino.. not in any way. that 1/4 in your blood doesnt count to me. one piece of advice asia, asia go to anger management class, go to psychology and find out who the eff you are!!!
hay naku! sayaw na lang tayo nila kuya jeffrey!
leesa (i cant put asias pic)
leesa and kuya jeffrey
america, thats asia your winner. pcd is so going down now
see how the world reacted:
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Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.
Friend: has never seen you cry
Best friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on
Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes himself at home
Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend: they ask you for their number (cuz they can't remember it)
Friend: bails you out of jail
Best friend: is sitting next to you, saying "damn we're fucked!"
Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life story
Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you
Friend:helps you up when you fall
Best friend:laughs and trips you again
Friend:thinks your always happy
Best friend: knows when you walk in the room with the biggest smile on your face and know that theres something wrong
I'll admit, it was a struggle to accept certain situations that were thrown in my face in the fast few years. But nevertheless, the strength that I've asked for has helped me get over them with great confidence. Funny how life works, bad things come and go countless times, yet wonderful things happen almost equally.
I've met awesome and beautiful people in my life's journey in the past years, and I'm honestly happy and proud to say I've gotten a chance to get to know them.
My life has been on a rollercoaster ride, as far as friends coming and going. It's brought a lot of pain and sadness, yet also strength and happiness at that. For those of you who I've considered my closest friends, thank you. Thank you for being awesome people ...you know who you are. And as for those who, for the best, have decided to move on from my life ... I wish you well, may happiness and great prosperity come your way.
(:
Rufio baby, go get me here!
I had another funniest online experience some time ago. I was part of a forum of a Philippine singing contest because I was supporting a friend. Hehe , I won't tell which show it was.
So I was really bored with what the supporters were doing. They would mixed the contestants' personal lives with their talents, and the discussion would go from praising their idols to bashing their idols' biggest competitor.
Being a net freak, I visited each thread in that forum. Even those nonsense. I can't believe myself! Then I passed by the educational attainment of the contestants. A certain fan was very proud that his/her idol was an ECE from UST. He/she was like - "Oh, _________ is the best among them because he is an ECE from UST" (in Tagalog, pls.translate you Flips). It kinda pissed me off. So I became extra proud and was totally in a playful mood. I replied to this post and said - "Jeez! It's only UST. I can graduate ECE summa cum laude if I were in UST. It's not like UP ECE."
Then another forumer replied and agreed to me. "Oh, yeah UP engineering students and math majors are walking calculators!"
The person we were pissing off replied. "So that's why UST ECE always tops the board exam."
I was really laughing but to finally give this person his/her peace of mind, I googled ECE top notchers in P.I. And here's the most intelligent and humurous I got:
(The forums I found had the same discussion. Read the following post- A certain mokongboy asked a certain thorla a few questions)
1.) Are you saying that UP is the number one Engineering school in the Philippines or you're saying that UP is the number one university in the Philippines???
= I am saying that UP is the best school overall in the entire Philippines and all the programs it offers is next to none.
2.) Do you know the real reason why some of those UPCAT passers chose UP rather than Mapua??? If yes, then what do u think was their reason???
= I have yet to meet someone who got accepted in UP but turned it down for some cheap schools like Mapua. It is a common fact that UP does not loss cross-admits to Mapua. It's like someone who won first prize in a raffle draw yet the winner chose the prize intended for the 2ND prize winner. In other words, if UP is a Rolls Royce, Mapua is just a KIA. Now, will someone who won a Rolls Royce pick a KIA instead? Well, if you're stup~d, perhaps you would. But those guys who are smart enough to get accepted in UP would certainly not do that. That's a suicide. Turning down a UP education is like turning down a very bright future. UP grads are the highest paid grads. Try to do a random check up of the profile of the Chairman, Presidents, CEOs and COOs of some top corporations in Makati and Ortigas and you would be surprised they are mostly UP alumni. Ask them which school grads do they prefer to work for them, and they would tell you, "UP grads", straightly.
3.) You said that UP's diploma is accepted worldwide.... Lahat ba ng kurso sa UP ay kasama dito o ung iba lang??? From what I know, this kind of accreditation chooses only some courses that they think pass their standards, but not all of the school's courses... Do u have any web links so we can read it??
= You can go to the embassies of America, United Kingdom, Australia, Canada and New Zealand and ask them which particular Philippine university offers degree qualification which has a full equivalency to their respective tertiary education. They will not hide the answer to you.
4.) Do u believe that High standard of quality education is base from how hard the entrance exam of that school???
= Do you really speak English that way? Dude, naiintindihan ko na papalya ang grammar mo kasi nga taga Mapua kalang (no offense meant kasi expected yan sa mga grads ng OTHER schools), pero naman, sa nababasa ko, hindi ka nakakabuo ng wastong sentence gamit ang wikang englis. And you have the nerve to call yourself an UPCAT passer! Yung kapatid ko na grade 7 sa Lasal masmarunong pa ata sayo e.
Anyway, hindi ko masagot ang tanong mong iyan kasi hindi ko naintindihan. Pake tagalog mo muna.
5.) What is your course? Do u think UP is the best school for your course or u just chose UP because you were just impressed by its being number one in the Philippines?? Why??
=What my major is not important to you and should not be involved in this little debate of ours.
6.) Do you accept that not all courses in UP rank number one???
= I don't. All courses in UP are next to none and are rated number one.
7.) Do you know how to choose school wisely?? Then how???
= Of course, I do. Do you?
HAHA! I HAVE TO MEET THIS THORLA AND GIVE HER A PARTY. WHAT A SMART ASS! I HAD A BLAST READING HER ENTRY (:
WHAT A BUMMER!
I LOST MY 50 DOLLARS. MAN ITS NOT THAT MUCH, BUT IM BROKE THESE DAYS.
I WORKED MY ASS OFF TO GAIN THAT AMOUNT, AND I JUST LOST IT.
EFFING BAD (:
MOTHER, MOTHER. WHATS GOIN ON - IVE BEEN SO UNLUCKY LATELY. MY HARDWORK, FEW SLEEPLESS NIGHTS JUST SLIPPED THROUGH THE CRACK.
LIFE, SUCH A TREACHEROUS ASS.
LET ME TAKE THIS TIME TOO TO SAY MY SORRY TO A FRIEND WHOM I OFFENDED. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I CARE A LOT FOR YOU - YOURE LIKE A SISTER TO ME. FORGIVE MY WORDS... I WAS HARSH LAST SUNDAY. BUT YOU WENT BELOW THE BELT TOO. LOL. SORRY!
DONT LET OUR BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP BE LOST BY THAT STUPID CONVERSATION, I KNOW YOURE SENSITIVE AND SO AM I. WE BOTH HURT EACH OTHER, SO WE WERE EVEN. HAHA. I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON, BIATCH (:
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Last night I was literally rolling on the floor laughing. While tuned in at Magic 89.9, with Tony and Tetta of the Bottom 2, I heard them saying my name on air. Tetta went like - "Thank you to Loradel Dotado for sending us Tagalog words through e-mail." My whole name sounded bad on air, duh! And I wasn't expecting to hear it announced more than a couple times.
I was surprised that my e-mail was read because I sent it few months ago, last year. I never imagined it would sound so funny. But Tetta read it who managed to not laugh even if sounded she was amused. And Tony the Amboy who knows not much Tagalog was laughing the whole time, and there were other voices laughing on the background. Guests on the booth I guess.
Why were they laughing? Well, imagine these words being read seriously on air, with that raspy voice of Ms. Tetta, and the ever reluctant to his Tagalog For Dummies lessons Mr. Tony Toni laughing while she was teaching the words and their meanings:
BAKOKANG
- higanteng peklat, itoy madalas na dulot ng mga sugat na malaki na hindi ginagamitan ng sebo de macho habang natutuyo. Imbes na normal na balat ang nakatakip sa bakokang, itoy mayroong makintab na balat na takip.
MULMUL
- buhok sa gitna ng isang nunal. Mahirap ipaliwanag kung bakit nagkakaroon ng MULMUL ang isang nunal subalit hindi talaga eto naaalis kahit bunutin pa ito, maliban na lamang kung ipa laser ito.
BAKTOL
- ang ikatlong lebel ng mabahong amoy sa kili-kili. Ang baktol ay kapareho ng amoy ng nabubulok na bayabas. Ito'y dumidikit sa damit at humahalo sa pawis, madalas na naamoy tuwing registration sa school, sa elevator o FX at sa LRT na hindi aircon.
Tony seemed to enjoy it rather than be stressed (which is the usual case). And Tetta said I should do it more often. Huh? Why not? Her parting words for that portion - "Loradel, you rock!" Haha (:
And because I made them laugh I got to win tickets for Dreamgirls (: Yeay! I'm really looking forward to see this movie. Thanks Tony and Tetta for always making me laugh (: And to you people, try to listen to Magic 89.9 at 9 - 12 at night during Mondays to Thursdays or log on to www.magic899.fm. Trust me, you'd love it!
Til next time!
i didnt know that ashley sings very well. from all the previous cuts in their album, she was just an eye candy. and hearing her do a few lines in tainted love - wow! i was amazed! she was more than a britney spears. i even thought for a second she was better than nicole.
carmit was very good too! but i was expecting more from melody coz she use to do all the high notes, the one liners - hooo, uhhh, ahhh, yeah; haha.
did i see it right or it was the new pcd girl? ashley? i dunno!
check this out and holla me back! thank you!
Survivor Cook 
Island season was finally over. Yul was the winner of them 20. Becky was third placer- not bad. 2 Asians in the the final 3.
2 Pinoys as part of the jury- not bad.
Puka won or someone from Puka won!
Yeah (:
I still love you Brad even if you said you are GAY!
Great season!
DEMOCRATIC
You have two cows.
Your neighbor has none.
You feel guilty for being successful.
Barbara Streisand sings for you.
REPUBLICANISM
You have two cows.
Your neighbor has none.
So?
SOCIALIST
You have two cows.
The government takes one and gives it to your neighbor.
You form a cooperative to tell him how to manage his cow.
COMMUNIST
You have two cows.
The government seizes both and provides you with milk.
You wait in line for hours to get it.
It is expensive and sour.
CAPITALISM, AMERICAN STYLE
You have two cows.
You sell one, buy a bull, and build a herd of cows.
BUREAUCRACY, AMERICAN STYLE
You have two cows.
Under the new farm program the government pays you to shoot one, milk the other, and then pours the milk down the drain.
AMERICAN CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You sell one, lease it back to yourself and do an IPO on the 2nd one.
You force the two cows to produce the milk of four cows.
You are surprised when one cow drops dead. You spin an announcement to the analysts stating you have downsized and are reducing expenses.
Your stock goes up.
FRENCH CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You go on strike because you want three cows.
You go to lunch and drink wine.
Life is good.
JAPANESE CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk.
They learn to travel on unbelievably crowded trains.
Most are at the top of their class at cow school.
GERMAN CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You engineer them so they are all blond, drink lots of beer, give excellent quality milk, and run a hundred miles an hour.
Unfortunately they also demand 13 weeks of vacation per year.
ITALIAN CORPORATION
You have two cows but you don't know where they are.
While ambling around, you see a beautiful woman.
You break for lunch.
Life is good.
RUSSIAN CORPORATION
You have two cows.
You have some vodka.
You count them and learn you have five cows.
You have some more vodka.
You count them again and learn you have 42 cows.
The Mafia shows up and takes over however many cows you really have.
TALIBAN CORPORATION
You have all the cows in Afghanistan, which are two.
You don't milk them because you cannot touch any creature's private parts.
You get a $40 million grant from the US government to find alternatives to milk production but use the money to buy weapons.
IRAQI CORPORATION
You have two cows.
They go into hiding.
They send radio tapes of their mooing.
POLISH CORPORATION
You have two bulls.
Employees are regularly maimed and killed attempting to milk them.
BELGIAN CORPORATION
You have one cow.
The cow is schizophrenic.
Sometimes the cow thinks he's French, other times he's Flemish.
The Flemish cow won't share with the French cow.
The French cow wants control of the Flemish cow's milk.
The cow asks permission to be cut in half.
The cow dies happy.
FLORIDA CORPORATION
You have a black cow and a brown cow.
Everyone votes for the best looking one.
Some of the people who actually like the brown one best accidentally vote for the black one.
Some people vote for both.
Some people vote for neither.
Some people can't figure o ut how to vote at all.
Finally, a bunch of guys from out-of-state tell you which one you think is the best-looking cow.
CALIFORNIA CORPORATION
You have millions of cows.
They make real California Cheese.
Only five speak English.
Most are illegals.
Arnold likes the ones with the big udders.
Moses: Everything is law
Jesus: Everything is love
Marx: Everything is money
Freud: Everything is sex
Einstein: Everything is relative
*nice one kooks (;
I AM WRITING OUT OF DISAPPOINTMENT AND ANGER. I WAS JUST SO ASHAMED I BECOME PART OF SUCH AN INEFFECTIVE COMPANY. IT WAS AN ORGANIZATION OF LAX PEOPLE WHO RELIGIOUSLY BACKBITE ONE ANOTHER!
i even fear that i would later on become like them. i have only negative things to say about its leadership. the head is not really dedicated and seems to not know how to use her authority. coming from a respected university, i have learned and have valued professionalism. i took it to heart, that i have to always work with excellence and fulfill my share of responsibilities.
i had a culture shock the first time i ever step the institution. being always in a hurry and with heavy workload for years, i couldnt believe that such system exist. it is almost near anarchy. nothing much rules, so one staff would boss around.
i once experienced being controlled and bitched around by just an administration staff when in fact the ceo and coo look up to me with such respect. i caught this biatch talking bad behind my back. she was mad i wasnt around to do the things that shes supposed to do. she didnt know that i was just on the next room doing that thing she was whining about. when she opened the door of my room, she was shocked to see me there, perspiring with folders in my hands. but the biatch gave me a fake good afternoon, smiled and even asked if i was doing fine. the nerve of that biatch!
i was not the type who would go right away to the ceo who by the way finds me amazing to destroy her reputation. i want the management to see it for themselves. up until now, this biatch would come up to me to tell that i should report to her because i left some unfinished business, well it was hers, even if the big boss has asked me that i have to do something for him. i dunno how to feel about her. when im around shes nice. and im not stupid enough to know that shes just pretending.
i have never hated anyone in my entire life. i try to always be so accommodating and understanding and loving, but im starting to have a room for hate now. lord knows how much i try to ignore everything but im getting tired of it. shes made of lies and plastics.
i felt so bad towards her one time, i even promised id make myself filthy rich and id slap her with my crunchy pad of dollar bills.
if im starting to hate this woman, another group of people are starting to drain my patience for being so f***ing useless. we just hosted an event and the big figures were so stupid. they didnt know exactly what they were doing. i gave my support but its so hard to support someone whos not worth it. cant even talk directly to people involved, doesnt have an eye for details. i wanted to shout at them for always telling such lame excuse. i felt so ashamed of myself i was part of it. well, actually, i didnt want to be part of it. but some disrespectful of my freedom of choice was about to break our friendship if i wont join, so i joined out of respect or pressure. i foresaw everything, especially on the leadership side. its so hard to correct something when people involved are not as open-minded as me. im use to telling things personally to people involved and they cant understand it. they might think im too confrontational but i dont care, id rather do it than talk back.
i feel so hopeless for them. things from my up life keep coming back during these times. i miss how people handle their duties there. the impossible become possible. but here, even the simple things become so complicated because people make them so.
im tired of these. just one final blow and i leave this mess behind. so god give me patience!
last week i had a chance to hear from a self-made man millionaire from san francisco. he talked about leadership, and even used his son's college entrance essay to UCLA (not quite sure, i'm not good at remembering details) as a business major, as part of his seminar. i saw that he's proud of him. but it was almost out of context.
he talked there in front of me for more than an hour and i just had my mind wandering about other things(better ones - my mind went from mars to pluto!).
i heard from him the usual i read on books and hear from business gurus... blah blah
i wanted to tell him i already know what he was talking about (where's my humility?) and walked away. haha! bad lora.
he (the speaker), drained my energy! i'm sorry to you mister if i'm kinda ingrate. he just did not make sense. i'd rather went home early and slept.
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i know that i'm not kc or ala, for that matter, for this blog to generate huge visitors. but who cares? i just want to write! it's a passion. with or without sense, i'll keep on doin it.
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i made a promise that i won't swear whatever happens for the rest of my boring life. but i did break it not so long ago.
i have no control of other people's behavior. they could be so mean, i dunno why.
u go to hell! f***ers!!!!
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but i'm really bored. so very much!
i said friendster is of no use to me... i said i won't drop by again... but here i am - back again!
jeez... it's hard for me to distinguish whether a guy is straight or gay. i had 2 crushes and i found out not too long ago that they are gay. goodness! i laughed at myself!
maybe gays are really... most of them are hott - they have huge muscles and they dress up so nicely, who could blame me if i find them attractive... haha to me! but how could brad virata be gay?
i must be careful next time... i might fall for a gay guy... ekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Ally: Maybe I'm happy and I just don't know it.
Lora: Even if I did get past all my problems, I'm just gonna get out and get new ones.
Ally: The real truth is, I probably don't want to be too happy or content. Because, then what? I actually like the quest, the search. That's the fun. The more lost you are, The more you have to look forward to. What do you know? I'm having a great time and I don't even know it.
Lora: The idea that when people come together, they stay together. I have to take that with me when I'm going to bed at night. Even if I'm going to bed alone.
Ally: Maybe I'll share my life with somebody... maybe not. But the truth is, when I think back of my loneliest moments, there was usually somebody sitting there next to me.
Lora: We're women. We have a double standard to live up to.
Ally: Men are like gum anyway - after you chew they lose their flavor.
Lora: Remember, when you're with me, it's the only time you're not the strangest person in the room. So go ahead, get weird with me.
Ally: Uh, let the record reflect that the deponent is a fat, arrogant, overweight, bald pig.
Lora: Sometimes I'm more persuasive when I lack conviction.
Ally: Sometimes... there's no point in the truth if the only thing it will do is cause pain.
Everybody now: Harhar!
I am having fun with Spanish.
Im kinda bored! Some poem!
The poem in Spanish:
Te tengo conmigo siempre
con tu nombre in mil idiomas,
en cada nota,
en cada arpeggio,
en cada aroma.
Translated to English:
You are with me always,
Your name in a thousand tongues,
In every note,
In every sound of tha harp,
In every scent.
Translated to Filipino:
Palagi kitang kasama,
Ang iyong pangalan sa libu-libong wika,
Sa bawat nota,
Sa bawat tunog ng harpa,
Sa bawat amoy.
I am not quite sure of this translation... I guess I do not have it perfected... but then again, who cares? Whatever I say is right and whatever you say is wrong!
--- Hasta la vista! ---
im a survivor
im gonna make it
this is for real.. this is gonna be my last stopover on this site... i just realized friendster is of no use to me... to my friends on the other side of the world who use this as our communication, you can still drop me a line on my official blogsite...
just a thought... a few days back my classmate drove to my home with his sleek mercedez... he's so busy he can not manage to do his school papers, so he let me do it... life has its weird ways really... when you're not that rich, you got brains... it is now up to you on how to grab that money mr. mercedez has... just use your head!
carpe diem!
lately, im getting too emotional and too sensitive. i feel like i wanna be some sort of catcher in the rye - theres holden caufield phoniness in me. i dunno why.
for instance, i was surfin over tha net long time ago. i stopped by vanessa minnillo's page and nicole scherzinger page. i learned that vanessa haven't seen her mom since she dropped her and her brother at her dads doorstep in 1991. i was like, man, thats awful. i thought she is happy with her mom. but no, it is a stepmom who has brought her up. but im still proud of her for she embraced her being a filipina. in case u dont know she said it loud and proud during her miss teen usa days. and if u watch trl, u would notice how much she treats those pinoy celebrities. she hugged rob schneider, apl de app, nicole - pcd and cassie like they were long time friends... she never does that with some other guests, most especially to nick haha.
well, well, i know shes a nice gal. but with tha recent nick lachey-vanessa-jessica simpson sort of love triangle cheezum, she looks bad in the eyes of those premature judgemental people.
whatever! i wanna leave a message on her myspace to tell her i am willing to help her trace her mother in the philippines. i heard shes a neurosurgeon or something related to medical science... it must felt bad that her mother never had a chance to talk to her as a growing child, to hug her when she won a crown and be proud of her achievements. i could accompany her to her hometown pampanga or to kuwait where she and her mom stayed... i mean they were together for eleven years and you must not forget those times... when your mom fetches u from school, cook u breakfast, and all those stuff... then dropped u and never hear from her again. that must be so sad.
i know that it's crazy to feel this way but it's like i know her a long time ago.. shes like my sister... must be tha filipino thing! its holds us together like glue (:
(to be continued... im hella busy)
to all you friendster rats, im moving out of this site... transferring to myspace, for the mean time all my blogs will be right here http://alwaysnice.blogdrive.com
friendster is getting crowded, i need some space
haha, as if u care! bye everyone, i wont be checking up on this until my bday haha. wanna see who remembers me really
from Carmit's blog (The Pussycat Dolls' website):
SO OUR LAST SHOW WAS IN THE PHILLIPINES AND I HAVE TO SAY IT WAS THE BEST SHOW YET! 10,000 PEOPLE THERE FOR US! IT WAS AN INCREDIBLE NIGHT. I'VE NEVER HEARD A ROAR QUITE LIKE THAT. IT WAS SO MOVING,ESPECIALLY FOR NIC CUZ SHE HAD NEVER REALLY CONNECTED WITH HER PINOY FANS. SO WHEN MELODY AND I CAME OUT FOR STICKWITCHU AND SAW HER CRYING WE STARTED TO CRY TOO! IT WAS A VERY EMOTIONAL MOMENT FOR US. I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT FEELING. I MUST LET ALL THE FANS KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR LOVE SPEAKS TO US IN WAYS YOU CANT IMAGINE.
im really excited to see bebot video of apl... this is going to be the first ever tagalog song to be popular in the world of music. being a quarter of the black eyed peas, apl is so lucky to be heard by the world.
i really like the guy coz hes so proud of his roots and heritage. having him in there is giving us so much filipino pride.
speaking of the bebot video, its kinda cool... man, its loaded with pinoys.
among those i saw in the teaser are nump of gorillaz, camile velasco (shes doin a collaboration with apl.. haha.. nice), jasmine trias, NVID, DJ Rhettmatic, Jenesis, Flipchild, Devotion, Vicky Mercado, AJ, Christine and Melissa from Pinays.com, DJ Icy Ice, E-Man, Kim del Fierro, The Speaks, Next Phaze, Brian "Hawaiian Punch" Viloria, Bambu, Little Manila, Tiffany Limos, and Leejay.
i was actually hoping for vanessa minillo, nicole of pcd, mutya of sugababes, cassie, chad hugo of nerd, dante basco and rob schneider... but i guess their schedules do not meet... maybe in apl's next song (:
he could also asked j.lo's ex chris judd, enrique iglesias, and billy crawford... its going to be pinoy invasion haha
at the teaser, fergie tried to speak tagalog and it's cute! just watch out for the video coz its comin later july... i have this feeling they would first show it on bep's concert in manila... i bet my last penny on that. i just know apl
From day one, the first minute that I looked in your eyes
It seemed, seemed as if you caught me by surprise
The very first time my eyes laid sight on you
I knew that you would be the one
Somebody I could call my own, my best friend
Someone you could always run to
My love, you're the light of my life
I never felt so right, I love spending all my time with you
I don't, care what other people say
I've learned to love you anyway
Trust me that I say all I need ?
da da da...
Baby can't you see you're all i need
You're all i need
Baby can't you see you're all i need
You're all i need
Now we've been going strong for so long
Stuck together for quite some time now
I never knew true love would come for me in the first round
So I, I gotta do whats right in my heart
I cry, everytime I picture us apart
You're the one I give my heart to
And you, you are the only one
And all I need is you to spend the rest of my whole life with
My love, you're such a part of my life
I promise never to leave your side
Know that I will always be there for you
It's only us two
I've always been so in love with you
I'm telling you all I need is you
da da da..
so... i know i'm fortunate, i've accomplishied at least a few things in my life so far. i do what i love but sometimes... sometimes...
"night time is when the days heavy... feel alone & you want somebody..."
laying alone in bed listening to a mix of slow jams wondering what's to come in life & love. part of my heart is still trying to heal from the last time i fell in love... see for me, it doesn't happen that often, so it still hurts... no matter what you do, try something new, try not to think about, try to get lost in work... it works momentarily but times like this it creeps back in...
some people i know are more resilient when it comes to love... i admire that in them, the ability to love again openly without worrying about getting hurt again...
beyond love, there's work... an arduous task... and being filipino in this world is damned near impossible... so for me to have the success i've experienced so far, believe me, i know i'm fortunate & i also know how hard i've worked and all the things i've sacrificed in my life to achieve my goals. sometimes you just want to do good work and it seems like no one will let you, it can almost drive you crazy...
so as an almost accomplished young woman i look forward with hope that life & love have good things in store for me... the perfect role... the perfect man...
who knows... but the perfect song is playing right now, brings a smile to my face & reminds me that it's all going to work out... it always does...
read this write up from the real dante basco:
in the philippines...
laying up in bed at 2am, manila time. i just got home from the premeire of "take the lead," here in the p.i. & it's all so surreal... so many things have been racing through my mind since i've been here for this press tour. and many more emotions have been racing through my heart & feelings through my soul. see, i'm filipino, but i'm born & raised in the states, people here call us "fil-am's" (filipino-american). now coming home, especially as an adult & artist, i find myself overwhelmed with something so powerful, yet somewhat unexplainable. i mean, i'm here in this land, i can't understand anything anyone's saying and it feels sometimes as if i'm another planet yet the second i stepped out of the plane as walked through the thick moist air and felt the humidity hold me and took a breath of the air... i'm overwhelmed by this connection to this place... this island... the beuaty of the land and the people, the heat, the food, the traffic, the shanty towns filled with the meloncohly faces, the kids laughing and playing in the tyrantal showers, literally swimming in the flooded gutters... laughing and splashing... the mega malls filled with masses of people who look like me... a sea of black hair, a place where i'm not a minority, a place rich with history of turmoil & war, conquer & colonization which somehow made a race of truly mixed blood... this magical place... my homeland.
here i am, a son who's come home... and the thing i see most in everyone's eyes who look at me is pride. everyone is so proud of me here, that i'm in hollywood, working with big stars representing filipino's... representing them. it's weird because i've been an actor almost all my life and i do my work because i love it. i never did this with the mind of representing a whole coountry... i'm just a filipino kid from a blue collar town who was maybe a little bit of a ham and loved to perform and now here i am.
i don't know what it all means yet. part of me feels this sense that somehow this place is going to complete me... & the thing is, i didn't even know i wasn't complete before i got here...
it sure feels good to be home...
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